I Am Afraid

So Death Is Here

Give me my last hug
though it be hollow and fake
because

I am afraid that
I have never been loved

and I have never
had a purpose.

Detective girl,
can you find me
anyone who ever loved me

They say forensics can do this.
There is a big database.
Find me someone I helped,
I loved once

I can’t die now
and go to the light
because

there is no one
waiting for me

I have yet to live

Find me someone
I could die for.